It has been a while since I am truly active on Hive. Though I published a couple of posts last week yet I couldn’t read and engage on others' posts. There are comments waiting for a response on my own post. I feel bad when it happens.
Responding to the comments is of immense importance. It is a way to show gratitude to those who honor our work by giving their precious time. This is how relationships are built on a social media platform.
I will respond to them soon. Lol. This is what I have been thinking for last 5 to 6 days. For one reason or the other, I just don’t get enough time to do anything on the platform.
When these many days are passed without being active on Hive: without writing and reading, I start feeling like an emptiness inside me. It feels like something crucial is missing in life.
Honestly speaking, I also start experiencing anger and frustration when I cannot make my way to Hive.
The reason perhaps is that my mind accumulates too much that needs expression in the meantime. When I cannot express via writing, it starts transforming to negative emotions.
Something that often stops me from writing is the lack of focus. When the time of calmness isn’t available, I feel like I cannot produce good content, so I don’t write.
Nevertheless, today I decided to write without focus so that layer of negative emotions may shed of me; and I might feel better. This post is merely rambling with no particular direction.
It is quarter past one. I am lying on my bed. My eyes are heavy and wanna sleep. I hope I would be able to finish and publish this post before I fall asleep.
My mother in law is sick. She has diabetes and kidney problems. She hasn’t been doing well for the last two weeks. In fact, last Friday her condition turned like as if she was losing the life. She had been hospitalized. A family member at the hospital. You know how chaotic life becomes.
Some days ago, I wrote about the ear infection my son was having. He has recovered after a treatment of two weeks (Thanks to Allah). I was really happy as his allergic symptoms (flu) was also gone. Nevertheless, since last night he is having cough and runny nose again. It is worrisome. You know, what it means to have cough for a asthmatic child.
Ooooops. My eyes are literally going out of focus. I am seeing multiple screens of my mobile on and off. Before, I lose complete focus and write something like “bhhdtdydfgunbxyjkkkol” as I once sent a text message to a friend when I slept while typing a message late night, let me say Good Bye.
I hope the new day would be with new rays of hopes and would bring prosperity to our lives.
See you again
Bye
